Thoughts
jumbled up and tumbling over in my head as of late:
- Shame, it paralyzes the soul from living in hope and freedom. Shame never aids us in doing the right thing. As a matter of fact it most always takes us to a dark place.
- How the deep wounds from a painful childhood block a person from having a healthy view of God. Wounded we come to Him with our shield in place – all self-protected, ashamed and feeling unworthy. Our trust is undermined by the lies we make agreements with in our hurt.
- Acceptance often comes by way of a wrestling match; we tussle back and forth between accepting truth and denying it until finally truth plants a flag of victory and claims the heart free and clear. Until the next round. We humans make things so hard.
- What kind of person do I want to be as I grow older? How can I glorify God in even the most difficult elements of aging?
- The significance of surrendering daily all of me, my whole being, to the Spirit so I may be more aware of God's presence. I am trying to learn the best way to make this a daily discipline.
Heavy
stuff, right? But then again, here is what I am reading:
- The Utter Relief of Holiness, John Eldredge
- Lectio Divina, the Sacred Art, Christine Valters Paintner, PhD
- Anatomy of the Soul, Curt Thompson, M.D.
- God Attachment, Dr. Tim Clinton and Dr. Joshua Straub
- Pursue the Intentional Life, Jean Fleming
Hopefully
some of these thoughts will blossom into creative work to take effect
on hearts needing healing. On the brighter and lighter side I am
taking a trip to England via Susan Branch's book, A Fine Romance:
Falling in love with the English Countryside. Delightful! A nice
balance to all the heavy contemplation. And of course I am reading my
new issue of Bella Grace, a magazine inspiring thoughts of beauty and
creativity. Where is your reading taking you? Or maybe you've had
some new training for your job that has challenged your thinking. I
would love to hear about it.
