Reviving a Hummingbird
There
he sat on the patio, calling my name, wanting me to see the tiny life
cupped gently in his hands. “What do you think I should do with
her?” he asked of me. I peered into the hands of my husband, the
man who chooses life, and saw a female Anna's hummingbird breathing
in the softest gasps of air, eyes closed. I reached to stroke her; I
had never touched a hummingbird before.
It
looked as if she may have knocked herself silly against the patio
door, but she would die if left on the cold cement. “I don't know
what to do with her,” I spoke without putting much thought into
saving this amazing little creature. “Wrap her in a towel and lay
her on the patio table. I have to finish vacuuming.”
He
stayed planted in the Adirondack chair, hands cupped warm around this
fragile bird and with one finger gently straightening her ruffled
wings, he breathed life into her through prayer. He was touched by
her helpless plight enough so that he stopped the cycle of chores to
keep her warm and wait. While I on the other hand was entrenched in a
to-do list and could not see the life of this hummer as a high
priority.
Several
minutes later I checked on the two of them. The hummer was gone. My
husband's eyes shined bright throughout
the telling of how this little
bird stood wobbly in his palm
and then took flight. Before going far, she turned back and hovered
in front of him in gratitude. I missed it! I missed this
miraculous moment because I was
too busy vacuuming! The whole precious event only took about ten
minutes and I let the opportunity slip
by because I had something to
do that would need doing again in
few days.
It
was a Charlie Brown moment for me. Good grief, I missed it! How could
I have been so foolish as to trade in this tiny pocket of time filled
to overflowing with the miraculous for the managing of the never
ending daily dust and dirt. Ugh! I was impressed with my husband's
perseverance and disappointed in myself for not being there to share
the joy of the little bird opening her eyes, arising
on thin legs, and then on
beating wings with a pause and a glance of thankfulness.
There
are these blessed moments, God-given gifts to stop us in the middle
of our daily drivenness to
fill our hearts with awe at
the Creator's immense thoughtfulness of the tiny details in our
lives. And so often we miss out, too busy with necessary but
meaningless tasks. It is my
husband's story because he was the only one there to see it; I only
have the second-hand version since I chose to be a Martha not a Mary
in those few beautiful moments. Periodically a female Anna's will
leave the feeder and hover before my husband; he is convinced she is
still thanking him for saving her life. And I believe the joyful
reward my husband gained by waiting in these moments with her were
nearly as wonderful for
him.
I
encourage you not to stand around, Charlie Brown-like, mourning the
moments you've missed. Listen.
May the lost moments inspire
you to pay attention to the still, small voice of the Creator saying,
“Look over here, I have set something
aside to share with you.” It
would bless my heart to hear your
stories of being stopped in the
middle of your headstrong direction and taking
time to treasure the beautiful,
inspiring details that filled
your heart with awe.
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I love this, Julie! I get so bogged down by daily tasks, I lose sight of what is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteUnfortunately it seems to be what we do naturally, get bogged down. More on this later and how it effects the way we feel about Christmas.
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